2010年7月16日星期五

Please dont cruel to yourself,

sort throught my whole blog...
it doesnt contain more than 10 articles!
*sorry, bloggie, i noe im neglectful of you *

i wanna scream loudly,AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
to express my deepest blame!
I used to be very confident! erm...hav 2 said over confident!
I thought i could be the one can handle evithings perfectly!
This seem to behave chidishly!
Until i lose my way...
dangerous >.<



Everythings become so FINE when i met J
He is my secure faith!
Mayb when u first read tis, u might doesnt get my mind or thinking im crazy
Proudly to say, I am a Christian
yeah~~~~angle sing th!e song to me!
* thx my great buddie
- Rebecca Chia Mei Er
- Wong Kiong Hoong
- Cardina Long Chui
- Ong Alex
_ Cikgu Ong



Those view my Facebook profile noticed i hav changed my religion


Don't judge a book from its cover
I ain't simply make a decision!

4 months before,
I suddenly asking myself what i have to do next,
b4 tat i didn't really think about tis question!
I hav been told "Future cant be predict"

But, now i tell myself
" Future is in your own hand, it is under my control,hold it tide "

I started to find my correct way,
to full-fill my journey meaningfully....
voice in my heart telling me ,i hav to met HIM
at first, the only thing i know from him is his name, called Jesus
i bring myself to know him
* i noe sum evil in my heart asking me 2 quit him *
i'm so confuss, gotta crazy at the moment!
i confess i'm a buddist b4, y i suddenly changed my mind,
sorry, i can't give u even myself a proper answer!
my hardest time when it was near my SEM 2 examination,
i'm trying 2 talk to someone i do trust him a lotx
Btw, he disappointed me, he said i'm selfish & even childish enuf to do tis!
We had conflict >.<
Lastly, we never keep in touch from tat day!
wat a sad case T.T
i daren't discuss my case with anyone,
i scare they will look at me like a weirdie
my heart was bleeding! when i felt i'm alone,nobody can talk to!
another strong feeling from my heart,
asking me & calm down me!
eventually, somebody willing to listen!

Thanks Mei er, pointing me d right way
Thanks Cardina, Hold me, listen to me
Thanks Kiong Hong, Share me books 
Thanks Cikgu Ong, I love listen wat u say
Thanks people who pray 4 me 
Thanks dad & mum allow me to do follow my feeling

finally,
i get understand,
people will accept you, when you show your kindness
people don't accept you, please dont blame them, time is needed


friends,
undoubtedly, i'm changed! Please dont be worry
i'm changing to b better!
I am still myself!
when i meet somebody faithful & cordial in my life
I promise i will give myself a faithful life
I promise myself to share my happiness around
I promise myself to smile broadly

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没那么简单,好的坏的我都接受
别人说的,听了也要自己做决定

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